Hayden has afternoon kindergarten and soon after Devin left this morning wanted to know if it was time for his bus. It is good to see them so excited about this because had they not been I would have been very tempted to keep them home with me. I have already kept them home as long as I could. I love having my children near me, partly because I enjoy them so much and partly because nobody can protect them and will watch out for them like I would. I know they have to grow up and I want them to, but at the same time I don't. Why are things like first days of school hardest on some moms? I am very proud of my boys for being brave and wanting to be grown up. They both insisted that they ride the bus, I offered to drive them, but as Hayden told me "we are 6 and 7 now" like that is so grown up.
They have to walk down to the main road to catch the bus. I sent Devin down with the neighbor kids, but put my little ones in the stroller and walked Hayden down. He was the only one to ride the bus today, but was so excited to go. I can't wait for them to come home so now I am going to wait on the front porch for them to get off the bus. 
Tanner who does not want to go to school but wanted his picture taken like his big brothers.






